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I'm trying a little harder to avoid the clock. And in tandem I guess that means trying to avoid my phone because it is my clock. Maybe I'll get a watch/real clock. I think that would be helpful. Sometimes I check my phone just for the time and I get sucked into so much I didn't plan for. Gotta manage that shit.
I am sending a demo reel for a voice record audition soon. I met a woman who I think will be a very helpful connection for me. I'm not surprised it happened this week, either. This whole week has been enchanted, and of course I also got my period so it makes sense.
I got my first paycheck on Wednesday with the promotion. What a strange thing to all of the sudden just.. have more? It's interesting especially because I was going to quit to probably end up doing something for less. Is this what happens when you start prioritizing happiness? The money come?
I've been happy this week thought energy levels have been both high and low. My timing has been good. That's thanks to my cycle. That gets me all intuitive and synced up. It's the kind of thing where internal clock has to take over. There is no denying the call of nature during your period. Esp w/ the cramping and diarrhea. Gross, but true. Not gross. Real. Honoring myself in this mode, respecting my need to retreat. I don't really believe in persevering when it comes to menstruation. I believe in recoiling a bit. Give my body the rest it could really use to focus and pass the egg. I read once that intelligent people don't unnecessarily push through things. When adjustments can be made, they stop, prioritize comfort, adjust, and then continue. I like to adjust on the go. :)
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